So... I have been to busy to think the last couple of days. I have been working on a paper and everything else that still has to get done around that. I guess I could say that things have improved. I am calmer, not so ready to give up and go hide under a rock. I believe that I would what if myself to death if I wasn't busy right now. I actually have a whole day where I don't have to work or go to rehearsal, which is so rare in my life these days, so I am going to go to Heritage Park and see a whole bunch of old friends. I think I am going to have to go back there and work again this summer. I truly enjoy my time there, there aren't many people who can say that they love their job so much they actually miss it. I learned a lot there this past year, I can talk in front of a group and I learned how to lead and how to follow. I also learned the very important skills of wearing dresses, heels and keeping a white apron white. It is very interesting all the unique skills you learn while immersing yourself in history. It is not unusual for me to still fall back on my habits from there. I wash most of my dishes by hand, I clean the stove and actually am in the habit of good manners and sitting up straight. And where else would I teach people how to make butter, ice cream and popcorn all in on the same day. :)

Anyways, no real pyscological problems to work through today. I seem to have a huge knot in both my shoulders so leaning on my arms is really painful, especially on the left. I screwed up my wrist on Tuesday (again). It seems that as soon as it gets better it gets worse again. What a bad cycle. It's frustrating to say the least. I will have to keep going to physio, it just seems to never heal. Oh well, at least my knee is healing, though who knows for how long, it held for nearly 4 months this time. Stupid chronic injuries, must be time to get out of marching band.

Class is almost over now, so Hi Ho Hi Ho, it's off to home I go...