All of these things are adding up to a very confused Emily, who is now in a period of transition again. I think that this is about number 4 this school year, and I am hoping that they stop soon. I am happy where I am at the moment. Life could hardly be better. K, there are a few things that could be better, but they are not going to happen for about 11 months now. I have a wonderful boyfriend and a couple good jobs. I have a goal in life and a means of reaching it. I am staying relatively healthy and none of my limbs are injured in a way that I cannot deal with it, and it is rare that they are so bad I cannot manage it. Life is good right now. I am happy where I am.

I have made a couple of friends. One in particular, where I trust her beyond what I thought was possible. I am coming to terms with my past and am moving past it. I reached a point where I can talk about it with a couple of close friends.

I am happy with the turns that life has taken these past couple of weeks. The river is starting to reach a delta, where the water is calm, slow and clear. This seems to be the norm for quite a while, with some minor twist and turns along the way, what is beyond the next major bend I do not know. It might be a huge waterfall or maybe a merge with another river, where this one goes I do not know. I hope that is a merge that is coming around the corner, for I can hear it flowing beside mine and we seem to be flowing the same way and at the same pace. They are starting to flow into each other and the intermixing of the two seems to be getting deeper and stronger with every passing eddy.