Just as things start to look up another part falls down. So true in every aspect of life. I wish for once that things could go right. I feel torn between my best friend and my boy friend. Neither of which I want to give up, I just wish that the 3 of us could exist without conflict. Just as any two waves can occur together with minimal interference, adding a third creates a new dimension of interference and destroys and destroys resonance between the two waves. I wish I could make you understand.
I wish that people would listen to me and just maybe respect what I have to say, because I feel it needs to be said and that you should hear it, even if you disagree. I hate all this fighting and I wish you would let someone take care of you sometimes. You have your problems to and I think that you would be surprised by the number of people who care and understand. I wish you would respect yourself and maybe follow the expectations that you have of others.
It's ok to say that you can't deal with anymore. It's okay to step back and maybe go sit out for a while until you feel better and let someone take care of you for once instead of you taking care of the world.
All we want to do is help you, why won't you let us?
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In live everything is arranged in layers. Reality is often interspersed with fiction and at times is not even separable from it. This is an attempt to sort out fiction from reality and attempt to make sense of the reality around us. In other words, this is my thinking place. These are the thoughts running through my mind and my attempts to organize them into something semi coherent.
Recall that I am not asking you to leave him; quite the opposite, in fact.
ReplyDeleteI know that, I just am not used to having someone else this important in my life. I feel like I'm tearing myself in two trying to be both a good friend and girl friend. This will be better come Thursday. Promise.
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